About Me - I'm Sorry for Cursing - Colon / rectal cancer

Reese, Eli, and I were out and about this morning, having coffee with friends and making a quick library stop.? On the way to the library, we drove past a park with kids all over the place, so on the way back we decided to check it out.? The kids ran to play, and I sat down to knit.?

It was such a weird feeling, sitting in a park watching the kids play with other moms and little kids all around.? What a flashback to our days in Wisconsin, when the kids were younger, before cancer was on my radar.? I miss those days when the biggest worry was losing five pounds or how was I going to get Reese to sleep already.? As Uncle Rico says, "Don't you wish you could go back?"

Since going back isn't an option, forward we go.? One day at a time, holding on to faith.? Enjoying the park days and school days and coffee days and knitting days.? Lots of hugs and laughter.? I think that's the best anyone can do.

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